Monday 31 May 2021

May 2021 Update

Not much to report this month. Personally it's all been kind of a mess, but at the same time slow, steady, orderly and according to plan. May wasn't as bad as I'd thought it was, looking back, is what I mean. In between my work hours I got a lot of rereading done, for better or worse, with little telly and film time.

I saw five more Barbie movies - six if you count the freaking inane, fanfiction-y, nonstory and noncharacter nothing that is the 1987 Barbie and the Rockers special (ahh nostalgia, the ultimate betrayer). Then there's The Shape of Water, a few bad animated films on YouTube out of curiosity, all of Samurai Jack, and Dora and the Lost City of Gold. In the end, nothing much to write home about, or was quite disappointing, in my opinion, but I'm glad of the experiences - lost or newfound.


Book rereads:

A Monster Calls - Read review here.

The Evolution of Calpurnia Tate - Read review here.

Akata Witch - Read review here.

Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda - Read review here.

Gregor the Overlander - Read review here.

The Little Shop of Happy Ever After - Read review here.

Captain Marvel: Higher, Further, Faster - Read review here.


Another positive I can share about my life is that this is the month I got a new double bed! It's awesome! It barely fits in my small bedroom but I love it! I've always needed a better night's sleep! I also went to my local library for the first time in months.

That is all from me, for now. Always and continue to stay safe, careful, happy, kind, caring and compassionate.



Sunday 30 May 2021

Book Review - 'She Drives Me Crazy' by Kelly Quindlen

2023 REREAD: It's cute, but wow is Scottie mean and nasty. The things she says, thinks and does are manipulative and malicious. Borderline abusive, even. Holy moly, does she never realise how much worse she is than Irene supposedly is? Than even Tally, her superficial and insecure ex, is? Scottie's blatant hypocrisy on a bigger scale isn't called out on; in fact, a lot of the vitriol she spews, and the deathly and narrow-minded judgemental thoughts she aims, at innocent people is forgotten about and never called out on. We are meant to like her, the underdog with serious issues and complexes who gets everything she wants at the end. And her taste in movies, in rom coms, is awful, I'm sorry. No wonder she's so dramatic, impulsive, petty, thoughtless and scheming. Therein the book contains contrived BS, too, typical of any rom com.

Also, Scottie, what does being gay have to do with missing out on being a girl? On knowing "Girl World" and "to be like any other girl" and "moving through both worlds"? (page 76) Are only straight girls supposed to know about putting on make-up and doing hair?

At least 'She Drives Me Crazy' is somewhat of a cute lesbian high school rom com. To be read in the winter season, for example. It is filled with an armada of diverse female characters. And basketball and cheerleading, things I am interested in but have never had the chance to play.

Alas, it is no longer for me. Maybe I am too old for some YA.

Final Score: 3/5





Original Review:



Simply put, 'She Drives Me Crazy' is a lesbian high school romance comedy drama, about the hate-to-love, fake-dating-to-real-dating relationship between Scottie Zajac, a redheaded basketball player, and Irene Abraham, an Indian American cheerleader and queen bee of the school. It pays homage to various eighties chick flicks, and is set in a small US town (called Grandma Earl - aww!) where apparently its most popular (and possibly only) movie theatre is one that only plays eighties chick flicks. It is chaotic and messy, with barely a strong enough plot to stretch out for a longish story, but that is the way of the rom com, right? A lot of the characters, notably the protagonist, say and do horrible and manipulative things, but that's part of the rom com formula too, so... homage? And that makes it ok?

But 'She Drives Me Crazy' is charming and funny, and self-aware enough to know about some of the problematic issues in existent eighties rom coms, like 'Say Anything...' and 'Sixteen Candles' (not nearly enough examples get the criticism they deserve, however). At least it knows it's cheesy and ridiculous, and it knows when to celebrate and incorporate traditional rom com tropes in the appropriate context. It isn't realistic, but it's fun and romantic - I'm not always a cynic!

The book spends a lot of time exploring the characters' feelings and emotional baggage and trauma, and it deftly captures the slow and painful healing process of breaking up with a first love, so it is not light on substance. It does criticise and subvert toxic relationships and behaviour.

Teaching teens to be their happy and authentic selves is extremely important. Huge props for that moral.

'She Drives Me Crazy' really is like reading a novel version of one of those types of eighties-nineties movies - it is ripe for the (olive branch) picking for a film adaptation. It has the nostalgia for and the zeitgeist of the classics, mixed with the modern LBGTQ and POC rep and wokeness, in its favour!

The characters are unforgettable, dynamic and often adorable, even when they do mean and/or stupid things, and when they're either cartoonishly evil or cartoonishly good (one character is actually named Honey-Belle). Some are exemplarily smarter than they are given credit for by their peers.

'She Drives Me Crazy' is zany yet oddly relatable, fast paced, cute, diverse (though it could have used some bisexual visibility as well as the acknowledgment of other sexualities existing than gay), addictive and OTT to the max. It can be breezed through in a full day's worth of reading. I recommend it for readers who like contemporary LBGTQ YA fiction such as 'The Henna Wars', 'Our Own Private Universe', and most Becky Albertalli titles.

The fact that I've always had a fondness for cheerleading (I never was one, sadly, and it is nowhere near being a thing in the UK as it is in the US) also endears me to it. I might buy an outfit and pom-poms for fun now! I agree with Irene and other decent people with brains that it is a legitimate sport, to be taken seriously. The confident, hardworking, energetic and brave cheerleaders do it more for themselves - and for the hype of the crowds - than anyone else. Fuck sexism.

One nitpick which isn't the book's fault: The protagonist Scottie's eye colour is said to be brown; yet on the awesome cover, which features her and her enemy-to-lover Irene starting to hold hands, she has green eyes, as is typical in redheads in fiction. Oops.

Final Score: 3.5/5

Saturday 8 May 2021

Graphic Novel Review - 'Disney's Raya and the Last Dragon: The Graphic Novel' by Random House Disney

2023 EDIT:

Reread: No, sorry, not feeling it this time. It starts strong, then it quickly reveals what a rushed comic adaptation it is, with important parts and details from the movie skipped, and the narration boxes more often than not are an intrusion, and they explain the skipped action, and skipped plot and character development, to the readers. Show, don't tell! It's too short, too abridged, not satisfying at all.

I expect better, Disney.

The art is nice, at least.

Final Score: 3/5





Original Review:



A beautifully drawn short comic adaptation of the film. Some key features in the story are notably absent (not to be revealed here due to spoilers), but it's a good story in its own right as well.

Disney's version of 'Avatar: The Last Airbender' is a wonderful female-led tale. The fantasy, the mythology, the culture, the designs of the female characters - including the dragons - are rich and spectacular.

Like it or not, Raya is a Disney Princess, and that doesn't diminish her warrior-adventurer character in any way. Sisu is similar to a female Genie and I am here for it.

Plus, screw Disney - Raya and Namaari are a chaotic love story about redemption, forgiveness, trust, and eventual courting retribution. Everyone can see it, even if Disney refuses to, in their stubborn, cowardly tenacity in queerbaiting and erasure in their films (as I also say in a blogpost: I swear Disney is actively trying to erase any hint of queer subtext in their films at this point. Why do I keep giving them money? Why does anyone? Their overall behaviour has been appalling this past year). And heaven help us all, they are continuing to take over and own everything in film and TV culture.

We can only hope that 'Raya and the Last Dragon' will represent a step, no matter how small, towards a worldwide shifting change. This can be achieved on a grand scale when initiated by the biggest company on earth. Until then, we will have to take whatever crumbs of representation we can scavenge.

Final Score: 4/

Graphic Novel Review - 'Heartstopper Volume Four' by Alice Oseman

If it's even possible, this series keeps getting better and better.

Another early UK release that I was actively looking for in my local bookshop, and was so happy to spot - just as it was being shelved, in fact - and buy.

'Heartstopper' is beyond sweet, adorable, charming and wholesome, but it also sensitively and tastefully deals with very heavy issues. Volume Four delves deeper than before into mental illness - in this instance, an eating disorder is one of the symptoms, as are depression, self-harm, and OCD - and it can be seriously helpful to people who are dealing with these issues, and to people who want to help their loved ones who are struggling in silence, alone. It is absolutely heartwrenching, and hopeful. It is not all snuggles and cuddles and being two bugs in a bed (or in jumpers) (though that can help) in Alice Oseman's masterpiece comic series.

The coming out issues (in terms of being queer, and having an eating disorder and summoning up the courage to seek help) are not over yet. Nick - beautiful, precious Nick - is too good for this world, and so is Charlie. Neither are perfect (they are so young and scared!), and they are perfect for each other.

Sometimes just being there for the person you love whom you know is suffering internally, and comforting them whenever you can, is enough. But co-dependency can turn into its own worst enemy. It takes more than one person to help solve another person's problems. A whole loving community of friends and family is a big step towards change and a possible recovery. No "cure" can happen instantly when it comes to mental illnesses. Unlike what the movies have been telling us for forever, the power of love alone can't fix everything. These issues take time and patience; they may never go away completely, they may always be lurking, ready to pounce, in the dark corners of the fragile and unpredictable human mind. But they can be made manageable through compassion and as much help as possible; given as quickly as possible. This is why a better healthcare system is vital.

Nick's brother David is a shit, though.

I love Tori. She's a star.

Speaking of Tori, Michael from 'Solitaire' makes a cameo in this. I hope he's more likeable and stable than he was in 'Solitaire' (maybe Alice Oseman really has learned a lot since writing her debut novel as a teenager, and so downplayed his eccentricities), and I hope there really isn't a romance happening between him and Tori, who is awesome as a lone asexual warrior in her own right.

And Nick's new puppy Henry IS THE CUTEST THING I HAVE EVER SEEN!!!!!!! I'm not even a dog person, but I might be now, so I can cuddle and kiss that universe's prize in adorableness forever!

Nearly every character is still LBGTQ AF. Trans rep is still here. Charlie's Hispanic roots and Nick's French roots are highlighted. Abusive families is another issue that's in the background but is nonetheless talked about in Volume Four.

Satisfying and perfect, I love Volume Four.


Read my review of the webcomic here.

Read my review of Volume One here.

Read my review of Volume Two here.

Read my review of Volume Three here.


Final Score: 5/5