Friday, 30 April 2021

April 2021 Update

I've been back at work for a few weeks now. I'm getting the hang of retail again, and it's like I never left.

On the 26th there was an actual shooting in the local college of my town. While the gun shot only blanks, and the terrorist also carried a knife which he reportedly stabbed two teachers in the hands with, and no one was killed, it is scary as hell that something like that happened in my small English town. You'd have to squint very long and hard to find it on a map. It truly, honestly, never happens here. As if the pandemic wasn't enough for people to worry to death about. America is not a good influence on any country. I try, goodness knows I try, to look on the bright side and see whatever good is left in humanity, but...

Our Prince Phillip has also died, at age ninety-nine.

Work aside, at home I've watched the first three seasons of Elementary. I really don't think that long running live action series' are my thing. It's been a disaster on that interest front. Call it a critical failure on my part, I just don't have the time and patience to watch everything. I'm very picky. If I don't like something, I stop, period. I move on. I want to have as much of a life as possible, even when it's been put on hold.

I've also watched not one, not two, not three, not four, but seventeen Barbie movies. The only ones that I like enough to own on DVD are Barbie and the Secret DoorBarbie: Star Light AdventureBarbie and the Diamond Castle, and Barbie: Princess Charm School. I own seven Barbie films (the other three are The Nutcracker, The Magic of Pegasus, and The Three Musketeers) and I am not one bit embarrassed about it. I need some feminine, feminist kiddie escapism and kicks, and some of these flicks are pretty queer, FWI, if unintentionally. That's a good thing!

I finally got to see Promising Young Woman, and it is very good and you should go check it out if you haven't already. It is a revolutionary powerhouse. Speaking of long-awaited feministy films that never got to experience life at the cinema, I saw Raya and the Last Dragon on Amazon Prime, and really liked it (though I swear Disney is actively trying to erase any hint of queer subtext in their films at this point. Why do I keep giving them money? Why does anyone? Their overall behaviour has been appalling this past year).


Book rereads:

And Then There Were None - Read review here.

Misery - Read review here.

The Refrigerator Monologues - Read review here.


With additional news that my dad and my brother had quiet birthdays this month (just like last year), I shall leave off here. Continue to stay safe. Be careful. Be caring. Think of others. Try to be optimistic and hopeful. We all need it.



Manga Review - 'Dear NOMAN, Vol. 1' by neji

I decided to check out 'Dear NOMAN, Vol. 1' after reading and adoring the mangaka neji's other work, 'Beauty and the Beast Girl'. I'm glad I did, for 'Dear NOMAN, Vol. 1' is hugely entertaining, well written and well drawn.

I wonder, will it be made into an anime? It has as much potential as any shonen title.

Young Mashiro Unohana is shy, kind, helpful and small for her age (think like a female Yugi Mutou, except without the extreme hair). She lives with her mother, and she can see ghosts. Of people, of animals, and other, mythological creatures, later referred to as nomans. One ghost she can't see is that of her older sister, whom she writes letters to, and who has supposedly moved on to the other world.

One day Mashiro is attacked by a noman - ghostly creatures, animals or humans of varying levels and sizes that're unable or unwilling to move on - and is rescued by a mysterious crow lady named Bazu. An accidental and hilarious kiss binds Bazu and Mashiro together as servant and master respectively. Mashiro is offered membership to the Boundary Preservation Society, an organisation, secret from ordinary humans, which works to hunt down nomans. Not wanting herself or anyone else to feel dreadful loss and grief again after what happened to her sister, Mashiro accepts. And she'll help out in more compassionate, and less violent and blunt, ways, in which to ease nomans into the next life, moving on from the past.

This leaves Bazu very irritated indeed, with the goody two-shoes "squirt". But she'll grow to respect and love Mashiro, not as a "master", but as a partner, a friend, a deep soul companion. Theirs is a bond of mutual feeling...

So think 'Bleach', 'Soul Eater', 'D.Gray-man' and 'Shaman King', with an all-female cast and yuri flavour, and you have 'Dear NOMAN'.

One thing which struck me the most is that, for something that is labelled a horror manga, 'Dear NOMAN' isn't scary. Not really. It can be achingly sad and touching, but it is also tremendously funny and witty.

Mashiro and Bazu, who could not have been any more different from each other (they're not even the same species), work so well together. They effortlessly bounce off of one another in personality and dialogue, and they have awesome chemistry.

The writing is cleverer than you'd might expect. I adore every character in 'Dear NOMAN'. It's a beautiful and sweet action yuri manga. Never mind the generous endowments drawn on the adult females; like with 'Beauty and the Beast Girl', at least there's no cleavage!

I heartily recommend this worthwhile manga.

Be warned, though: cruelty to animals by human hands is present. The manga is acutely sympathetic towards those poor creatures, and pets.

Final Score: 5/5

Graphic Novel Review - 'Batman Adventures: Batgirl - A League of Her Own (The Batman Adventures (1992-1995))' by Paul Dini, Ty Templeton, Scott Peterson, Rick Burchett (Artist), Tim Levins (Artist)

A collection of five stories about Batgirl, as well as the other, male members of the Bat family, from way back in the 'Batman: The Animated Series' era; better known as the Paul Dini and Bruce Timm era. As that was my first exposure to Batgirl, in an iteration of her character which remains one of my favourites, I knew I had to buy 'Batman Adventures: Batgirl - A League of Her Own'.

I swear I now own three copies of that Batgirl/Harley/Ivy Christmas comic issue, as that keeps appearing in a lot of 'Batgirl' and 'Harley Quinn' comic collections. But it's a great story, so I'm not complaining.

In 'Batgirl - A League of Her Own', Batgirl/Barbara Gordon, the young spirited student, librarian, computer genius and commish's daughter, teams up with Batman, Tim Drake's Robin, and her father, Commissioner Jim Gordon (sadly there's no team-up with Nightwing here, even when she has opportunities to). Contained in these classic issues, newly printed and published together in a 2020 compilation, are: Harley, Poison Ivy, Renee Montoya, Ras' al Ghul, Talia al Ghul, a master assassin known as the Sensei, and Paris's own Dark Knight - a stone gargoyle-like mutant, called the Hunchback's Ghost, or the Batman of Paris.

I would have preferred more stories where Batgirl is more solo and independent, instead of partnered with older, experienced and more popular DC men. She seriously needs female friends, to boot.

But the final issue, where she partners up with Tim Drake and is leading the charge on an investigation (she even has full access to the Batcave computer), is wonderful. It shows how far she's come, and that she is growing and developing - making less mistakes as she gains more experience - both as a superhero and as a fully fleshed out character. She is an entity separate from Batman, the undisputed star of the show, and of the DC universe as a whole.

It helps that she isn't involved in anything to do with romance, for once.

Warm, smart, witty, bold, compassionate, magnanimous yet temperamental and impulsive, and determined, Barbara really is becoming a league of her own. Solidly deserved as she is an awesome hero in her own right.

I love the artwork, too. How I miss that classic, cartoon style! It's delightfully colourful and bright, even in the night time scenes. Batgirl's hair, eyes, lipstick, smiles, scowls (every expression, in fact), costume - it looks the best, you can't beat it!

It's amazing, how many interpretations of Batgirl and/or Barbara Gordon there have been since her introduction, in comics and in television, nearly six decades ago now. Look at how much she's changed, and is still changing to this day; how much her character has gone through - how much she's suffered, and raged against the system, and has been foolishly underestimated - and what different styles she's undergone. In 2020-21, 'Batgirl' comics and issue collections continue to be made. Batgirl continues to thrive. She is truly an aspirational, inspirational and emboldening character and superheroine in the pop culture media landscape; and it is uplifting and lovely that, in the midst of all the changes and incarnations from everywhere, she manages to steadily be as beloved as ever, with a devoted fanbase.

I am proud to be part of that fanbase. After all this time, almost a decade since becoming involved with fandoms, Batgirl is still my favourite superheroine ever, and Barbara Gordon my favourite Batgirl (the others, Stephanie Brown and Cassandra Cain, are great too, of course).

I shall end this review on the note of linking to my other, many and positively majestic comic reviews relating to Babs, for further context:


Batgirl: Year One

Batgirl: A Celebration of 50 Years

Batgirl: The Darkest Reflection

Batgirl: Knightfall Descends

Batgirl: Beyond Burnside

Batgirl: Son of Penguin

Birds of Prey: Murder and Mystery

Birds of Prey: End Run

Birds of Prey: The Death of Oracle

Shadow of the Batgirl


Love ya, Batgirl, and I always will, rain or batarang shine.

Final Score: 3.5/5

Saturday, 24 April 2021

Manga Review - 'Beauty and the Beast Girl' by neji

What a nice little yuri manga this is! A lesbian 'Beauty and the Beast' retelling that's adorable, and even thoughtful and introspective. There's as much thinking and brains as there is feeling and heart in 'Beauty and the Beast Girl'.

Heath (who was initially nameless) is a lonely monster girl in the woods, shunned from society, and hated by all who see her. One day she stumbles upon a blind girl named Lily Blind (what a coincidental name!), who is visiting the nearby village. Desperate for companionship, Heath lies and tells Lily that she is a normal human traveller, with stories to share, which she actually read from the books in her small house. It is Lily who gives the beast girl the name of Heath, after a flower she remembers from a very long time ago, before she lost her sight.

Heath is aware that she is wrong to deceive Lily and take advantage of her blindness. She feels terrible about it. She quickly realises she is in love with the human (as well as other things concerning both their backstories), and decides she is going to tell her the truth. The whole truth.

Will Lily mind? How will she react? Is there in fact - pardon the expression - more to her than meets the eye? As she herself points out, she is not just her blindness.

But people tend to only see her as the blind girl, much like how people would only see Heath as a monster and a threat. No matter what Lily does in her life, no matter what she succeeds at (or doesn't), no matter how adroit she is, people will either pity her or mistrust her. They may think she is faking her blindness when she accomplishes "too much", or they'll think she "isn't disabled enough" to be called as such.

So the kind and gentle Lily has reason to distrust and avoid everyone (apart from her father and maids and servants), like Heath does. They're both "different" in society. They are viewed as problems, troubles, burdens, mistakesunnatural, unsuitable and unfit to take up space among the "normal people". And for that they are ostracised. Though their circumstances are not the same, and one's appearance will trigger a more violent reaction than the other, their lives are in parallel with one another.

More so than Lily might know. For as part of a plot development, Heath discovers with horror, dread and guilt another truth - about their paths crossing before, in the tragic past...

I'm being vague to avoid spoilers, but I don't mind spoiling one thing: Lily never gets her sight back! There is no magical or strictly medical cure (Lily mentions visiting the village in order to see a magic doctor; so magic, as well as monster people, is an established fact in this fairy tale). She doesn't need to be cured; there's nothing to cure. The disabled young woman is wonderful exactly as she is! She and her scaly, clawed, fanged and lizard-tailed lover are wonderful and cute together!

For while I call them girls, the couple are really women. Adult women who are sweet, cuddly and peaceful*, and love each other very dearly. They bring out the depths, and the best, in one another. They complete each other.

Nothing explicitly sexual is shown in 'Beauty and the Beast Girl', and that's just right for this type of story. It's nice and mild, and I mean that in the best way. Although the mangaka's proclaimed fixation on drawing breasts is somewhat apparent**. Showcasing bigness aside, it's not that noticeable, probably because of the lack of cleavage. In light of all my years of reading manga and watching anime, and seriously becoming sick of seeing unnaturally, beyond cartoonish-ly large breasts and cleavages in female characters in nearly everything, I guess I have to be content with this bit of restraint. Fanservice is so shamelessly prevalent in this medium that I'm positive I would feel just as disgusted even if I wasn't straight. It's not only sexist, ridiculous and exploitative, it's boring and predictable. Jiggle physics is predicable, and tiresome (and BREASTS DON'T WORK THAT WAY!). I have a feeling that the Japanese, both men and women, are as insecure and sexually frustrated as the Americans often are. As sick of sexual repression, too. As everyone else is, who isn't somewhere on the asexual and/or demisexual spectrum.

Err, anyway, tangent over - back to 'Beauty and the Beast Girl'. It's great. I certainly did not see the intelligent ending coming. An additional slight spoiler is that there is a happy ending for Heath and Lily. They fit so well together, and their story is voilà, so good.

A modern yuri fairy tale manga, containing surprisingly progressive themes. Smart, sweet, astute, unassuming and unpretentious, I highly recommend it.

Final Score: 4.5/5

*But don't make Heath angry. The crushingly lonely outsider has a dark side, linking her to her "monster" nature. Also, like many lonely creatures, she is possessive of what and who she has in the world. She will protect Lily, at any cost.

**Heath being female and so has to be pretty is also the reason for why she doesn't look too monstrous. Ugh!

Graphic Novel Review - 'Sabrina: Something Wicked' by Kelly Thompson (Writer), Veronica Fish (Artist), Andy Fish (Artist), Jack Morelli (Letterer)

2023 EDIT:

Reread: Funny, now I think the sequel is an improvement over the previous volume. 'Something Wicked' does progress its story well from that, and there is high drama and stakes. And bubbling with magical creativity. The villain is still rubbish, though, and the plot can get convoluted and contrived.

I meant what I said in my original review that the writing of Sabrina's character, and her insights, introspections, and development, are brilliant, and realistic for a teenager who is under a hell of a lot of pressure.

A dark and exciting sequel, and great for a badass and flawed Sabrina Spellman.

Final Score: 3.5/5





Original Review:



'Sabrina: Something Wicked' is not a spectacular sequel to Kelly Thompson's previous 'Sabrina the Teenage Witch' volume (my review of that awesome and sweetly enchanting title can be found here). It can be very contrived and awkwardly paced (and awkwardly worded, grammatically), and the "surprise" villain is barely two-dimensional.

But it is still a fun and colourful comic for any 'Sabrina' fan, filled with witchery, and bright and creative magic. Like with cards! Its mixing of light and dark elements is my cup of tea. Plus, Sabrina actually rides a broom in this one, and she still wears a crescent moon necklace. Her iconic look doesn't change.

The volume is funny, too (Salem especially, that cat is given the presence he deserves), and there is a theme of friendship and growing mutual trust between former school enemies going on. A melting mean girl ice queen and a resolute "good girl" becoming friends through the most bizarre supernatural circumstances is a brilliant and enchanting concept and I am here for it!

Sabrina Spellman is carrying a lot on her shoulders. This comic is the teen's coming-of-age story, about her struggle of living a double life in the mortal world and in the witch world. Her secrecy, lies, and having to prioritise magic studies and supernatural dangers above everything else are putting her mortal friendships at risk. Being a secret witch means possibly, eventually, cutting ties with people that the witch cares about, often for their protection; until ultimately, the witch is all alone.

Sabrina loves being a witch, but she also loves her mortal life and friends (and boyfriends). She can't tell any of them her secret, except under the most extreme cases and emergencies. And now, in her life full of uncertainties, even her trust in her witch family is put into question.

It's gotten to a point where she can't trust anyone, and no one can really trust her.

Sabrina is, at the heart of it, a normal girl who cares so much and is trying her best in the most far-reaching situations. You feel and understand her angst. There can be devastating and deadly consequences for her actions. For her mistakes.

The determined, hardworking yet insecure, shy and sensitive girl is more powerful than she can imagine...

It's all as compelling as any spell. I don't even mind the love triangle, full of hormones and high school angst and drama as it is.

The art is reminiscent of 'Archie' with more modern shading, shadowing, and expressions. It's beautiful and bold. Amazing work.

'Sabrina: Something Wicked' - A good trick or treat for fans of any 'Sabrina' era and incarnation. There's enough to like here; enough to please. I do believe that I adore it through longer, richer, additional thought, in spite of its flaws. An amusing, vibrant, heartfelt, magical - if predictable and not too exciting - yet relatable ride.

Final Score: 3.5/5

Saturday, 17 April 2021

Manga Review - 'Kase-san and Morning Glories (Kase-san and..., #1)' by Hiromi Takashima

'Kase-san and Morning Glories' is a lighthearted, cute, cartoony and funny high school yuri manga.

There isn't a lot of depth here, and there is the whole "but we're both girls" and "girls can't date girls" mindset that was prevalent in this genre before 2017, but it wins out on adorability and endearing characters.

Clumsy, inept, unassuming and perfectly ordinary greenery girl Yamada, and tall, fit, sporty, friendly and spunky track team champion Kase-san, make a sweet couple (but why does Kase-san being a good runner mean she's like a boy? She clearly isn't. And did Yamada seriously need to see Kase-san in a bra to ascertain that she's a girl? Were Japan's traditional gender roles that fixed in 2012?). This yuri story is so wholesome, and there's no cheating, backpedalling or misunderstandings - they do kiss! They do talk about dating! I love the female centeredness (mainly on Yamada and Kase-san) of the entire thing - there's hardly any males in sight!

One more slightly negative aspect I have to add to 'Kase-san and Morning Glories' is the artwork. It's not bad, it's just a little too simplistic, and lacking in detail. Still, at least the characters look cute and distinctive (Yamada's outfits outside of school uniform are twee and I want them!), with a remarkable array of expressions.

So go ahead and check 'Kase-san' out. The girls are all right, and they just wanna have fun!

Final Score: 3.5/5

Sunday, 11 April 2021

Book Review - 'Zara Hossain Is Here' by Sabina Khan

2023 REREAD: Just as good the second time round. It is so, so much better than the author's previous book, 'The Love and Lies of Rukhsana Ali'.

'Zara Hossain Is Here' is still oh so relevant and important. It is about belonging, home and family, as well as its vital social justice and political issues that need to be talked about and acted upon immediately. It is about life.

It needs to be read. Enough said.

Final Score: 4.5/5





Original Review:



I love this small, precious YA book that can be kept in your pocket and read in a day.

It is about the truths of America. It is about the exhaustive, frustrating, corrupt and broken immigration process in the US, and the devastating impact of the many, many kinds and layers of racism - passive, ignorant, microaggressions, and overt hatred and violence - and how it's all linked to systematic racism in western society.

'Zara Hossain Is Here' is told through the eyes of Zara Hossain, a seventeen-year-old Pakistani American Muslim, whose immigrant parents are still awaiting their green cards after fourteen years of living in a Texas town, Corpus Christi. Her father is a skilled paediatrician. Zara is smart, strong willed, a green belt in tae kwon do, and she loves sour and gummy bear/worm froyos, and her dog Zorro. Her ambition is to work in law.

She is also bisexual and, along with everything else that's going on in her hard life that's taking a tragic turn, she is getting into a relationship with a white Catholic girl, Chloe.

In a refreshing take, author Sabina Khan made Zara's parents more liberal, progressive, and supportive than Muslim adults are typically depicted in every media there is. They know about Zara's sexuality, and they accept her and love her. They even encourage her to be openminded and make her own choices when it comes to their religion. Basically, Zara is agnostic, and doesn't follow many Islamic traditions, routines and practices. She is aware of how lucky and "free" she is when compared to others in her position, and when living in America; it's mainly racist school bullies (her school is predominantly white), other, more conservative Muslim relatives, and the backwards US immigration laws that make her life hellish and oppressive...and a racist attack involving a shooting that will change everything.

While 'Zara Hossain Is Here' is decidedly "laidback" in its representation of the Muslim religion and culture, like in Sabina Khan's previous book, 'The Love and Lies of Rukhsana Ali', so much food from the Middle East is lovingly and deliciously described - and eaten - constantly! It's fantastic. The Bollywood references are especially affectionate. There is a lot to learn here in terms of modern Muslim, Pakistani and Middle Eastern culture, as well as the myriad of ways in which racism and Islamophobia (and sexism and homophobia) still plague our society to this day.

It's a never ending war, but we must never stop fighting for freedom and equality. For love and peace.

One particularly progressive and original thing about 'Zara Hossain Is Here' is: in this story, when Zara's main hideous, racist white school bully (who doesn't deserve to be named here) might be feeling guilty and like a human being after an incident goes too far ('cause who knew that guns and attempted murder might result from racist rhetoric, right?), and after he gives his half-arsed apologies that are only made to make himself feel better and free from blame, guess what happens? Nothing. Neither Zara nor the book forgive him, no matter what any character says about "moving on" from anger; about "overreacting"; and about "refusing to see his side" when the poor fragile racist baby "couldn't see what's right and what's wrong". He was only following his privileged parents' example, you see, and he "doesn't know any better"!

No. Fuck no. As Zara points out, he's not a child, and that excuse doesn't hold water. Not when, literally, lives are at stake.

Near the end of the book, the bully is pushed aside, never to be seen again. He is not given the time of day. Because he doesn't deserve any acknowledgement.

It is Zara's story, and the story of millions of other Muslims, immigrants and dark-skinned people. Fuck white guilt and rich white privilege.

Hurting people because of your deep-seated prejudices and insecurities - killing people because of your deep-seated prejudices and insecurities - is wrong. It's evil. Don't do it. Don't be a bigot. Don't be horrible to people. It's as simple as that, living that way.

(An additional PSA: gun control and restrictions are vital, as is saving lives.)

Other diversity representation includes Zara's family lawyer, Shireen Khala, and Zara's two best friends: Nick Garcia, who is Mexican American, and Priya, who is a Keralan. And there's Ms. Talbot, a social studies teacher and Social Justice Club founder, who is a married lesbian and practically a superhuman. I am so glad that there are in fact people like Ms. Talbot and Zara and the other great characters in 'Zara Hossain Is Here' who exist in reality. There's also a female POC liberal senator who will be running for president!

This is the real world, and it is still full of hope.

'Zara Hossain Is Here' - it is right up there alongside 'The Love and Lies of Rukhsana Ali' and 'Internment' 
as one of the most relevant YA novels about the discrimination, violence and deadly suffering and abuse of Muslims, Muslim Americans, and immigrants in general.


No matter who you are, where you come from, what you look like, and who you love, you deserve to exist. You are human. You matter. You have value and validation.

You are welcome. You are wanted. You are loved.

Final Score: 4.5/5

Thursday, 8 April 2021

Manga Review - 'Dekoboko Sugar Days' by Atsuko Yusen

2023 EDIT: Part of my (latest) 2023 clear-up, of books I no longer like, or am no longer interested in, or remember well as standing out, or find as special anymore, or I otherwise will not miss.

Final Score: 3/5





Original Review:



A very cute, very romantic and very sexual yaoi manga; one of the first I've ever read.

Yuujirou Matsukaze is the tough, dark-haired boy, and Rui Hanamine is the super tall, cheery and feminine boy who has doted on Yuujirou ever since he helped Rui out of a gutter when they were little kids. Both are adorable in their own way, and are insecure in their own way.

And they are deeply in love with each other.

There are sweets, too, if you can't already tell by the manga's title and cover. And fruit juices. How fitting.

'Dekoboko Sugar Days' chronicles Yuujirou and Rui's young lives; from childhood encounter, to realising and confessing their true feelings, to lovers still in high school. They are central in the manga, and there are not many female characters (Rui's older sister is the closest to having a presence, though I'm not sure she is even named). Both boys' male friends are surprisingly supportive of the two getting together (in fact, the friends may be m/m together, too). It's great that it's a single volume standalone - a self-contained romance story, no dragging, no contrivances or any other BS - to boot.

However, by the end of 'Dekoboko Sugar Days' it is implied that Yuujirou and Rui have not yet come out to their families, and the issue is never approached, much less discussed. Is this to show that it doesn't really matter? The ending sex scene is iffy - I won't give away details, but the manga had fully incorporated the importance of consent and both partners expressively enjoying themselves, up until that part. But I guess they are? There are a few questionable lines of dialogue. This blurring of the lines of consent is why I'd avoided yaoi and yuri properties for so long (that and the fetishization for the heterosexual target demographic (and talk about graphic!)).

But as a whole, 'Dekoboko Sugar Days' is a wonderful love story and coming-of-age narrative. It might help the advocation for universal acceptance of the LBGTQ community, and make them feel seen, unashamed, respected and loved. Of course it's a funny comedy, as well. There is fourth wall breaking!

For mature readers only.

Final Score: 3.5/5